Thursday, September 09, 2004

Burned out

After many weeks of sleepless nights because of my design project(designing a Malacanang Palace is no joke!) I could finally relax and enjoy the following days to come. I could finally go out with my friends, go to the mall, watch a movie, stay at home and most especially see my boyfriend. The past week has been a really hard week and Im sure glad that I was able to get through it without loosing my mind. I surely missed being with my friends especially my barkada (yo, cher,bebe, marl,pia) and Yogi.

The stress and pressure that I experienced really made me think if studying architecture is really something for me. I fear that I might end up not being happy with the career path that I have decided to take and I would just be wasting 5 years of hardwork in college. But then again I couldn't think of any other thing that I would like to do. I feel that I'm begining to loose the love that I have for drawing and designing buildings because of all the work that I have to go through everytime we have a project. I feel burned out. I just hope that architecture is really for me.