Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sunday Thoughts

Ok, now its finally October and my bumming days at home is over. I'm now starting my training in our new family spa business. So far, everything running smoothly as I get up every morning to drive 12 people to our training venue in Sta. Rosa. It doesn't feel work to me though and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing to feel, but that's the way it works. I wake up, drive for about 20-35 mins, wait and watch until 6 pm and drive back home. Simple, isn't it? That's why I don't know if I should even demand for a paycheck..hehehe.. I want to ofcourse but then I again I could easily ask for money whenever I would want to go out on a gimmick, so I just look at it as being able to get an advance pay whenever I need it.

Anyways, I guess this work that I'm doing right now wasn't the type of work I was expecting myself to be in. I more of like imagined myself to be walking along Ayala Ave, wearing a smart casual attire to work, having a nice office with lots of nice and friendly officemates, and a job that allows me to contribute my design my skills and at the same time enjoyable. But this isn't what was planned for me all along. And even though what I'm doing right now seems far from what I learned in college, I'm still up for the challenge. I admit at times I feel unsure of what's instore for me in the future but I guess as long as I'm following a clear path, it would be hard to get lost now is it?

Im not sure if I'll be the architect that I imagined myself to be in the future. I'm not sure if I'll ever get the chance to work in Australia. I'm not sure if I'll ever have my dream condo or house. Im not sure of what type of life ill be living in the future. But one thing I'm sure of is that as long as I leave everything to GOD and trust in His plan for me, I know my life is in good hands and its going to be great. I know this, because He has never failed me. No matter how bad things seems, it always turns out to be something better than what I hoped and prayed for.